Okay, it's time to stop screwing around. I've signed up for a local charity meet, Deadlifts for Doernbecher (a local children's hospital). It is a single lift meet and I will do a deadlift focus program, but, will also preform the other 3 major lifts during my training cycle. I tried the "doing what I felt like" in the gym, it back fired. So, now I'm going to kick my ass. One month out which will allow for a three week mini cycle and a small deload.
As far as goals:
Get out of my training funk
Pull at least 500 again
Secondary weight goal: Pull 530
Enjoy training again