I think about how making this next lift is going to make me that much stronger than someone else. I also think about how I need to get stronger to protect my family. I feel like if I'm not lifting with all my heart, if anything ever happened and I couldn't protect them I would only have myself to blame.
Somebody posted something a while ago about how they would think about how if they missed a lift something bad would happen to their kids. I kind of do the same thing, except I think of it in a more positive, like, me making the lift allows me to protect them more effectively.
I also think about things that piss me off. Like how much I want to beat the fuck out of a guy that raped someone close to me, and how it will be that much more satisfying when I catch him and I can dead lift 600lbs. I also think of the one other boyfriend my wife had (serious anyway) because I despise him down to my core. I think he is better than me, but he has the 170lb Marky Mark body and I am chasing the 250lb juggernaut body. I guess my wife likes me better anyway right? But fuck that, when I'm in the gym I think about how I want to crush his skull beneath my boot.

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