One thing I have learned from Jordan that really helped me and my negativ thinking from time to time:

Stop being your own worst enemy!

Think about it. Of course its gonna be a hard to change things but you and only you have control of your life. So dont give it up and change smth. This forum here gives great advice and the people here are incredibly useful. I would even say you can make lots of friends all around the world on this platform. But you gotta work and you gotta act like an adult... I just act like I over read that "cancer" part...

So get up your ass and do smth! Life is to short and precious to waste it!


On that point I also wanna give out a shout to all the forum members (and Jordan) who spend hours and hours to help people out here. Thank you!

"Sometimes the strong give birth to the weak. And sometimes the weak grow to be strong"
- Moira Young, Raging Star