God bless, Gus, you don't have the equipment but you are doing your best with what you have. The position of the saw horse or whatever it is, is as you know too low for a proper lift. I don't know if you have anything to adjust it higher or not but that would be helpful. You do start out too far away from your body and that makes it difficult to get much thrust or much power from it. Hence what you are doing is not a proper 2.0 lift and it makes most of the weight too far forward. Are you any where near a gym or fitness center that has a rack? Are you able to find someone who has a proper rack or can you afford to buy one?
I sent a Private message.