Originally Posted by
Ray Gillenwater
I don't think this is going to work for you unless you decide that a) being strong is critically important b) Starting Strength is the best way to get strong and c) you will do WHATEVER IT TAKES to get strong (which means following the program). You've built narratives in your head about what constitutes appropriate eating, what weights are at your limit, and whether or not this lifestyle is for you. Make it simple: Decide if you want to be big and strong. If so, hire an online coach and do exactly what he tells you to do. If not, there are plenty of things you can do in the gym without having to eat, follow the program, or do anything that causes you discomfort.