Look, if I can contribute anything valuable to this thread, it’s this:
When my ex wife cheated on me when I was 53 (we divorced), I was a total wreck. In an equal split state I still gave her more that equal. Yeah, I did it.
I just felt that was abnormal for me as I went into the negative of “fair”. Then I had a terrible time emotionally dealing with this. We had a fantastic marriage (her admission afterward) but there was this one co-worker…I had no idea until his baby mama contacted me.
Anyway, I could not figure out why I, a guy who has dealt with stuff and also persevered was just not able to get past this. Very hard on myself. Lost and actually baffled at my sadness (beyond what should be normal- I was unable to be sad- yet see the other side.)
Finally, did some research and got test checked. Estrogen normal but test <150.
Guys, this is important. I went on the starting minimal dose of 100mg/week and within a month, holy shit.
I always lifted consistently (hell I worked with Steele for a year) so that wasn’t it. Something was just not right.
I’m still on 100mg/week but I feel so much better.
Men, testosterone is not something you always do to get bigger. The psychological effects can make a big difference.