To me, the worst thing about a trauma, is when a victim starts doing to themselves, emotionally, what was done to them. If one was verbally abused, one starts having angry self talk when they make a mistake, becomes hard on themselves. This is the real tragedy, in my opinion.
I like a website called whywesuffer.com as they have an interesting take on why we suffer. These truths (I believe they are true in my case) are hard to accept, because there is a tendency to blame others (often the blame is warranted), however, as long as we remain victims there is little progress. And it's possible to remain a victim for their whole life.