THE EPIPHANY, JOURNEY AND MIRACLE
So a little about myself: I'm 52 and I've been lifting weights most of my life. Most of my training was along the bodybuilding style with cycles of even higher reps. I used to do my bench with my elbows straight out, flies until my hands touched the ground, dips until my throat touched the bar and across the bench pullovers until the dumbbell touched the ground. Needless to say, after a few years of this and as the weight increased, I started to experience shoulder PAIN. So I started to modify my workouts in order to still be able to train. Along the way, I injured my shoulder in a non-gym activity. The modifying my workout and the injury started a cycle of on and off training. Fast forward 27 years from the first should pain. My shoulder is now in constant pain, and I've gotten FAT. I'm reduced to doing almost nothing but light weight, high rep, mostly dumbbell workouts. Somehow I thought this would be good for my shoulder. I AM NOT A HAPPY MAN. I'm a fat old bastard, even worse, I'm a fat bastard because I got lazy and used my injuries as an excuse not to train. Which makes me a LAZY fat bastard and I don't like it.
OK, that was the brief background, lots of details left out, but the same story has be told many times. So let us move on.
THE EPIPHANY
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The epiphany happened in the middle of a workout last week. The epiphany was: There are so many ways to maintain a good level of fitness without using weights, why train using weights, if you're not trying to get stronger? Well, I like weights. It's always been my preferred method of training. So with my new found epiphany, I set out on the journey to find a way to get stronger.
THE JOURNEY
The journey was actually very short. I had envisioned having to scale high mountains, ford raging rivers and all the other heroic endeavors normally associated with a journey. Instead, I only had one small encounter with the darkness. Going to the library, the first book I found was the NSCA's 'Strength Training'. Bingo, this sounds like just what I'm looking for. However, with the clarity of purpose my epiphany had given me, I quick realized the book was not what the title suggested. It was the same old crap that had lead me to my sad position. On a hunch, I looked to the back and found the list of contributors. The amount of academic achievements were quite impressive, except there was missing one small, ever so small item. None of the contributors listed any actual personal strength training experience. No "I'm a power lifter, Olympic lifter, competitive lifter", nothing. One of three things were going on: None of them had any actual experience, They weren't proud of their strength achievements, or the senior editor didn't felt it was important. It didn't matter which, the book was returned to the library and the journey continued. Quite happily, about ten minutes into a internet search and I was here.
THE MIRACLE
After reading as much as I could absorbed over a couple of days reading, I returned to the gym. With no small amount of trepidation, I tried to squat as recommended. Hum, that was pretty easy, let's put a little weight on. And so it went. Not wanting to be greedy, I stopped at 135 and did my 3X5. Fear still had a grip on me and I did my dumbbells for chest. The deadlift went as easy as the squat. Wow! Things are looking up. I returned to home and more reading. The BOOKS are now on the way. I started looking hard at the bench information, repeatedly watched the videos. Practiced all the steps on the floor. Monday morning, the gym. I did my squats with a ten pound increase. All was well. Next the Bench. I will freely admit, I approached the bench with great fear. You need to understand, I haven't tried to bench in many years, the pain was always too great. I lie down and do everything as best I can remember. I did the first warm-up, that wasn't so bad, did the second and it felt a little better. With five pound increases, and staying with 5 reps, I worked my way up to 135. This is FANTASTIC! With renewed confidence, I did my deadlifts with the same weight as the squats. Too easy, I worked up to 225 and felt I still had a lot left. OK, we've all read this before, no miracle here. True, here's the miracle. Later that day, I started to feel the workout. I feel a little soreness in my left shoulder, my right shoulder's a little sore, but nothing new there, as it's almost always in pain. In the evening, I notice my right shoulder isn't hurting as much. In fact, It's just a little muscle soreness. There is NO PAIN!!! I'm bloody dancing around the house like Tinkerbelle. For the first time in over a year, I sleep through the night. The next morning, still no pain.
I have tried just about every rehab program out there and nothing worked for me. Doctors telling me to get cut and I'm telling them I think they're bloody witch doctors, I'd rather live with the pain (which I did, for many years)
So the first time in my life, I've done a bench properly, and it cures the pain. I don't know if I should cry for all the years of pain and missed opportunities, or weep for joy that now I can all that I wish.
What ever I do: THANK YOU, RIP
PS: I wrote this last week and this morning did my fifth workout. All is going well with only minor glitches.