Originally Posted by
mrflibble
You need to toughen up both physically and mentally. The bar feels "crushing" because you are a skinny weak child. That's just a fact, not a criticism. Time will fix the later. SS the former, if you could just sack up and DTFP.
Your problem is you are staying skinny and weak because you give up too easily. You can't stay on the same program for more than 5 minutes. You're a novice. You are not helping yourself by fucking around with 1 arm push ups, pistols, 20 rep squats, texas method and all the other crap you keep posting.
And on top of all that, you have deleted all your form check videos. Should be a special place in hell for all the rude selfish insecure fuckers who do that.