Yeah, I'm just a little intimidated to do them and chose the easier route. As for bench press I know it's nothing impressive but I've come along way, I was 130 lbs and could only bench the barbell for 5 times before my left arm couldn't complete the rep. Anywho, I switched over to incline dumbbell press instead of flat barbell and I'm enjoying it even if it's not optimal. As far as not increasing my press for along time it was because when I hurt my lower back I didn't want to risk further injury because of my hemophilia. I'm still progressing +15lbs/week on the squat and +5/10 lbs on every other lift (slower on dumbbells). Also for the whole strength or aesthetics, I don't mean a fitness model type look I just meant I think strength and the muscle you build is aesthetic. I'll be in the gym tomorrow and I'm going to ask someone to film my squats.
Another thought I had was since my right trap is significantly bigger than the left in height and overall thickness, I was thinking maybe it's causing problems during the squat because my traps aren't even and it's making the bar asymmetrical?
Gotcha. I'm still not clear on the effect hemophilia has on training, except I know injuries take longer to come back from. If I were you, I'd search around for training info on hemophilia.
Good for you on adding 50lbs of body weight! I just want to be clear and help manage your expectations, because we have people that think they can do the program without gaining any fat. Rip's been clear about this in the book and other articles, that you will gain some fat with the muscle.
If your right trap is bigger than your left, is your left lat bigger than your right?
I would say my lats look pretty even actually. For a little while my right lat appeared bigger than my left but I think that's just because I wasn't flaring my lats properly and I've always been able to pick up "flexing" muscles on the right much easier than the left. I understand that I'll stall and I won't get the most out of the program and I'm completely okay with that, I'm much happier with how I look and how strong I am now. Plus having hemophilia I want to take it slow and hope to never get injured. As far as reading about training and hemophilia I can't find a whole lot on the subject except other people talking about their own experiences and stuff, my doctor advises me to work out because hemophilia is linked to arthritis.
While squatting today I only worked up to 50% of my regular working sets (250 lbs) and really focused on not leaning towards the right while coming out of the hole and it helped dramatically, nearly every single rep I did not lean, although I had to take a wider stance that normal which felt a little uncomfortable. I noticed was that I have anterior pelvic tilt as a result I'm hyperextending my lower back which would explain my lower back being unusually sore after squatting. I did not mention this in the original post but when I reached around the same weight, 215 lbs for sets my lower back become uncomfortably fatigued but at lower weights even just a couple pounds lighter it wasn't sore whatsoever.
So, with hyper extension of the lumbar and sacrum area... set your isometric contraction of your spinal erectors (squeeze the piss out of them, on purpose, BEFORE you lift and DON'T STOP).
for leaning to one side or another on the ascent, whichever side you're sliding towards... shove that knee out harder. Boom. Centered.