5/18/12
Deadlifts: 135x3, 185x5, 225x5, 255x3, 315x5, 365x3, 405x1
SSB Good Mornings: 75x10, 95x6, 105x3, 125x10x3
Ab Wheel*: BWx6,5,4
*from knees to full extension
Overall:
My plan for the day was to get a rep max at 405 and decide where I wanted to start my 1-rep LP for deadlifts. That's not how things worked out. I woke up after getting two hours of sleep last night with a throbbing pain in my trap/shoulder area. At first I thought I had managed to tear my RTC in my sleep or something. I took four advils and about an hour later the pain was gone. It turned out to be a charlie horse in my trap. I've never had anything like that before (in my traps). It felt like there was a tumor in there. Anyways, when you run around paranoid for two hours after waking up from two hours of sleep, you don't exactly go back to bed and get a great night's sleep. And I didn't. Oh well. I still ended up getting ~6 total hours of sleep.
This was more volume than I'm used to and it showed. Still, everything felt heavier than I expected. I was pretty disappointed. I can't even blame squats for this. I guess this level of detraining/poor performance is to be expected after not deadlifting anything heavy in two weeks and not squatting anything heavy in about 10 days.
Still, it is very frustrating. It's a knee jerk reaction, but I kind of wish I never did SS in the first place. I feel like I should have listened to the powerlifters who told me to get on a powerlifting-centric program from the beginning and take things slow. I got "stronger" a lot faster than most people, but now I have a year of dieting ahead of me and the only thing I have to show for it is a big squat. I really feel that I shouldn't have prioritized that lift over everything else. My other lifts are incredibly embarrassing and pathetic for someone who is 240+. Last time I dieted, I lost more than 20% from my squat. I really can't expect anything different this time, either. Low bar leverages benefit from being fat. With the reduced frequency, the lowered calories, and the conditioning, my squat is going to plummet.
Oh well, lesson learned. The strength game is mostly a matter of time, anyway. As long as I keep working hard, everything will pan out in the end. My training partners and I have already adjusted. I probably won't allow myself to get over 20% ever again and I will strongly discourage anyone else from doing so as well.
Time to get back to grit and grind. In two years, I'll probably laugh at this post.
edit: I'll put up the 405 in a second.