Heh, sounds like my high school football coach, John Perucca bob. A page right out of Lombardi's playbook. It must be an Italian thing. Anyway, I have an MRI on Monday morning and my GP's follow-up Monday afternoon. He's been humoring me and tending to my ills for over 20 years and is not one of those who simply says, "Well don't do that, and for God's sake quit squatting." He's always amused and bemused when I come in with my latest owwie from MA or lifting or just plain age and helps figure out how to negotiate with my body and current abilities.
I've been in contact with Stef a couple of days ago declaring that I'm not ready to throw in the towel and whine for a refund. I may be unable to squat, power clean, or deadlift. I'll just have to see what the doc says and what my knee feels like. But I think I can still get a lot of valuable information even sidelined for those lifts by watching, listening, and doing what I can. I'll gut out the overhead and bench pressing. I can't imagine that will be an issue. Likewise many of the auxiliary exercises if those are covered. I've done that before as have others in our dojo when in the hurt locker. So far Dearly Beloved is behind that plan. We'll see how the next days and weeks develop.
After the ill-considered move of not having taken a vicodin last night to assure some sleep I woke up at 1:30 for several hours and along with rather knotty work problems began planning what kind of lifting I can still do. Substituting good mornings for deadlifts might be just the shit hot ticket. Squats or anything like them just now are just not in the picture what with Mr. Knee feeling this way and unknown damage lurking in the background. The X-ray showed what looked to me like a 1/4" gap between the femur and tibia. Doc says that's not good. Not sure what that means or why it isn't. He also asked if the inside of my knee hurts because there's floating bone chip between the femur and tibia. Nope doc, that's never bothered me. Except maybe as a sophmore in college when my knee got dinged from a tai otoshi in judo on a locked out knee. That hurt for while. He also has been telling me for the last 15 years that I have huge calcification of my cartilages in the shoulders, wrists, and knees and is surprised I don't have more arthritic joint problems than I do.
But I am not tapping out just yet.