Not sure if this is a question or just a rant, but don't compare yourself to others. Compare yourself to yourself. Are you stronger now than you've ever been? And still getting stronger by the week?
Some people just take to training more easily than others. Life ain't fair, kid. Just keep doing what you're doing. Get the form issues ironed out. Keep adding weight to the bar. Prosper. You're ahead of 95% of people already.