First calm down man. Your post is a little strange. Anyway you are not doing the program. I suggest that you get familiar with the program and START LIGHT. Don't bother with smolov JR - whatever that is. JUST START DOING THE ACTUAL PROGRAM and NOT SOME BENCH PRESS EGO BUILDING PROGRAM. When you start SS you should start light from the beginning and then you will build up. Right now you are waisting your time with some bench press ego crap. Read the book, read the forum and start building again. You are very young and you can achieve phenomenal progress during the following months but you have to read a little more and train like Rip says.